March 10, 2010

Mental Illness

I had thought that I was going to start a non-profit group and then engage in fundraising. I thought I would be working in an office spending my time figuring out what strategy to proceed with.

Instead, the world proved to be too bizarre to voice an independent interest in generic morality. People don't seem to see any benefit to good behavior. A large percentage has been hypnotized by the mental illness of greed and all that it does to families and social groups.

The world has a very serious addiction to greed and at virtually every level. Religion is then blamed when the cancer catches up there. The cults proclaim that we must have world peace and be loving but I have rarely if ever observed any sort of cult or lodge advocate any kind of financial parity whatsoever.

Rather than working in an office, fixing paperwork - my endeavor has brought me into contact with many of the most mentally ill people in the entire world. It seems that even though I live under the poverty line, most of the people who have encountered my banterings treat me with anonymity and many fixate upon the message negatively.

Aside from a few Al Fry related contacts and some church people, the good side in the world if it exists remains anonymous for now. The bad side is busy looking for the chief of serial killers. The bad side is greedy, mentally ill, and addicted to brotherly love lodge cults that are technically pyramid schemes of mind control. These nut cases seem to know that there is something wrong and they end up becoming fixated on their own demise. Every criminal knows that someone is angry at them. That is because when one person harms another, they make enemies and sooner or later someone tracks them down. This may explain why the mentally ill lodge buddies behave as they do.

It hasn't been easy for me, and it's frustrating to live day after day with the anonymity factor. That's the worst because having anonymity on both the good and bad side is just hard to live with. Not only is it hard to figure out what antagonists and protagonists are saying - the battle makes even less sense. I guess it has simply been a tremendously sick world where mentally ill people have made greed their religion. It doesn't work and it doesn't bring them the glorious paradise the expected. So they try regular religion or fixate on "Nazis" and "Police" and whoever might question the sanctity of their insanity.

Forgive me but the anonymity bugs me - but much worse than that the mental illness I have been witness to has been rather pronounced and it lurks behind the scenes all the time. The advocates of it pretend that they are doing important mystical work, but in reality they are criminals with serious psychological impairments - and they're busy trying to steal their way to paradise not been able to comprehend that PYRAMID SCHEMES DON'T WORK. They've told themselves, and their parents told them that the scams they are part of are mystical and important - and I think that they have been driven out of their minds - and then the seek refuge in crime and misbehavior because the lies just aren't delivering what they were promised.

I'm like some kind of probation officer to the world, and my support base if any remains anonymous. Meanwhile, the ghouls seem to get weirder and weirder, more and more desperate thinking that I might be a "mystic" that will heal their pyramid scheme of mental illness - if only I would be "loving" toward them. No, if I endorse their pyramid scheme and love them for what they are doing I will be in the same mental ward state of mind as they are already. They roam the streets because there's no place to lock them up. The lunatics took over the planet at some point with their dogma of greed.